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I want to try sex!
was badly abused as a child - feel ashamed dreadfully ashamed. In my 40’s, thinking I might die before experiencing what its like to be with someone I like. Maybe a prostitute/sex therapist just to end the paranoia and break the inhibitions to nakedness. I’ve placed maybe too much importance on purity of encounter rather than I just NEED to be with someone, lately I have started to notice women and they’re wonderful but I’m autistic/aspergers type idiot and have terrible communication skills, panic and I don’t want to bring anyone down - feeling suicidal since I was 10 or 11 years old. HELP!!