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Hi, my name is MPazz!

mpazzmpazz Posts: 4Member Listener
Hi ๐Ÿ‘‹๐Ÿฝ my name is MPazz, but you can call me Mazz๐Ÿค—

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  • mossycowmossycow Posts: 454Member, Community champion Chatterbox
    Hiya Mazz! 

    ๐ŸŒŠ 

    "I'm trying to live like a random poem I read that ended 'to bloom where we are planted"

  • Adrian_ScopeAdrian_Scope Posts: 145Member, Administrator Scope community team
    Hi Mazz, how are you? Welcome to the community! If you need any advice or support just let us know.
  • Ami2301Ami2301 Posts: 3,823Member, Community champion Brian Blessed
    Hi @mpazz welcome to the community! Would you like to tell us a bit about yourself? :)
    You're a fighter. Look at everything you've overcome. Don't give up now!
  • mpazzmpazz Posts: 4Member Listener
    Hi, 
    omg I feel so overwhelmed, I could cry over.
    everyone is so beautiful and welcoming here. Honestly, I never in my life expectancies expected this from anyone.

    i have been living in my own world my own bubble of wilderness for 10 years now, hating myself rejecting myself and not knowing my purpose in life, as I thought I had already fulfilled it.

    My life, I was a Nurse, I loved my job, I worked so hard to get to my position in life. My job cost me my purpose in life.
    i saved a patient life rendering my own, broke my back, resulting having a spinal fusion with 2 titanium discs cages and screws, which turned out to be a failed fusion. Broken pelvis, (chronic spd) suffering from chronic pain and extreme nerve damage daily. 

    I could go go on but.....
    Iโ€™m tired of this, I just need to be happy, find fulfilment, another purpose, new friends.

    And not just just be a *pain.
    thank you so much guys.
    Tell me your story
    *oh yes btw I tried to save someone else the other day ๐Ÿ˜‚ so the love is still there. 
  • steve51steve51 Posts: 5,171Member, Community champion Chatterbox
    Hi @mpazz

    Good Afternoon itโ€™s great to meet you today ๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ˜ƒ

    Iโ€™m one off a team of Community Championโ€™s on here.

    Please please let me know if thereโ€™s anything that I can help you with ????

    @steve51 ;


  • Ami2301Ami2301 Posts: 3,823Member, Community champion Brian Blessed
    Hi @mpazz that shows you really loved your job although I am sorry to hear the outcome.

    I joined last February because I felt isolated with newly diagnosed conditions. The community is my second home, it really is a lovely place to be!

    Do you have any hobbies? :)
    You're a fighter. Look at everything you've overcome. Don't give up now!
  • Sam_ScopeSam_Scope Posts: 7,153Administrator Scope community team
    Welcome to the community @mpazz :)
    Scope
    Senior online community officer
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