pip tribunial

I won't go on but my DLA stopped mandantry said no points had tribunal told no again 2 and tribunal was told it was recorded but now told wasn't recorded the evidence I had was judge laughed at security and clearly said got ten off yesterday claimants 
Was asked about a former partners medical history as she helped me and then said aha aha because date of letter as if he'd won lottery I was told in letter report conducted myself well despite breaking down and they didn't have decency to face me I was notified by letter no points
But most damping of all I asked at the end the entire panel in there professional opinion could they tell me if you were asleep and a knife was plunged in your chest and fought 20 mins for your life would you be I'll. As I suffer from sever post stress disorder due to attempted murder on me in 1996 now I'm facing losing my flat airport everything