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Whats wrong with me?
Iv always struggled to build on relationships, especially romantically. My latest ex has autism and she said i never understood her. I tried my best, but its difficult when i dont understand me, why do i feel the need to be praised? Everytime im angry i meltdown, i always had to ask her what she wanted me to do especially if we didnt have any plans. My routine was to be a good partner and find a job, but i been struggling to find a job, and emotionally support her, and to understand the way i process. If anything i feel she didnt really take the time to get to know me. I have repeated phrases, i struggle to understand some tasks that are asked of me. I meltdown when i feel pressure and just elope. Can someone please help me?