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my name is brian i am a childhood brain injury survivor from a 1965 road accident i was chasted out of my primary school open gates at morning playtime right into the path of a vip edinburgh police car with high ranking chief constable i was taken by nurse to the royal sick kids hospital which is right next door to the school i was unconciouss for 30hrs not remembering my mother when i a woke and i beleaved the big boys battered me trying to chrissing me into the school by puttinf me head down the toilet but i wasent having it so i ran for the gates thinking my mum andmy wee sister anne who was a miracle baby in 6th may 1964 she was premacure of 16 weeks and was delivered by my daddy in the house she died 3 times before she got to hospital she was 1lb 2ozs and was in a incorbater that look like half oranges at the sides me and my big brother gavin was at the same school i started on the 12th april 1965 my sister anne was getting out of hospital 5 days before my road accident me and gavin got a half day of school to go and see my sister get out my mum and dad was there me and gavin my sister and all these reporters taken photos of us to tell the world our story of now a happy family that was short lived for me morning of the 19th may 1965 my brother brought me to school and took me to classroom and i would meet him at the gates to go home for my dinner but 1045am that was my road accident time i can go on and on of school 2 weeks kept in the classroom 2 weeks but the day i was let back onto the playground thats the day i lost it with in monrhs my behaviour was that bad i was classed out of control and a danger to others i was sent to a childrens hospital unit ladyfield west dumfries to be druged up straped to my bed or put in a padda room or shock treatment up at the main hospital then in the late 1968s am moved to a childrens home ran by police when i was abused of all kinds i would run away hide in huts or houses over the walls of the childrens home before long am helping myself to there food or money to buy my pals sweets or toys for them the drove the staf wild and pitty help what i got u was returned to ladyfield west nut house as they called it i was retuned a criminal at the age of 8 years old but in the medical eyes i was 6 years old so that was me for years to come i would find myself up in morningside areas as a police manside to me he watched me and i couldnt walk down that road with out trying or getting into a house i didnt no why or what at the time i no today it was always to do with some kind of fear present and past and what was in my head was every things free in morningside my crimes [ petty ] lost right from wrong from my road accident it was special schools for retarted corsbbiehall newton stewart wigtownshire from jan 1970 to dec 1971 sorry it was a pure school from hell every one was wonting to close it but it took the matrin to lose it with a boy for the police to close it but what help did i get the balgown list d school dundee the bad boys school it took my mum and dad 9 months to get me out of there by then i was red hot into crime drinking smoking and could fight for fun then the childrens paneal put me to howden hall assessment centre it was good at first i started to get schooling and gym and getting out i even got a place in a normal high school libertion high school on the gilmertion road edinburgh my mumused all her wages she worked for and rigged me out even the school badge of a tiger oh i was so proud of myself so was my mum into the school first day was good becouse it was all looking about the school find my way got gym my dinners there dinner tickets day 2 classroom the teacher having each of us reading out of a book it was all going well till it got to me i couldnt get 2 words together oh the hole class went into pure laughter i ran out the classroom and out of the room and ended up in morningside in a house hiding i was there 2 or 3 days before someone hered me they got the police and a dog i remember hiding i could here the caller telling the dog to do and go place but as they got nearer i could here the copper and his stutter i ened up bursting out laughing best cose of this he got the dog to grab my arm  i was taken to the cop shop then taken up to howdenhall assesment centre but this time was different there was a member of staff who was in charge of us a x army man he was a gym teacher always watching us every were we went even when we were having a shower or changing into our p js or put our cloths back on or at night he would watch you thourgh the windows in the corador you had a red night light on some said he played with him self out there but it would have been about a week were at the gym doing a work out as we did and murder ball at the end i loved playing that win or lose it was good but anyway mr davie row told me to put the mats and balls away in the mat room as i was doing this i heard the door slde closed next thing he had me in this hold turned me round still in this hold he had his hands down my shorts playing with my private parts one arm on this lock oh i tryed to get out of this but when i tryed there was pain he tryed for me to masterbate him but i couldnt do it he told me he could get me any thing i wonted he even get me out to go home this was our seacret not one would beleave me becouse i was a mental case a storie teller a no hoper and he was right he got me again in the changing room but the god send of it was mr sibbuld came in he was to do with the juniors he let me go i came out of there down the stairs into the sennors common room as they called and a metal chair right through the window and i was off and running for my mum and dads house hiding behind a bush on elensglen road watching the police gone by looking for me always remember what i was wearing plasic brown sandles a pair of shorts and a teashirt                      sorry cant do no more just now i will get back to this becouse am about 13 years oid and theres stiil years to come that ive been deprivde my right for help   

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  • my name is brian i am a childhood brain injury survivor from a 1965 road accident i was chasted out of my primary school open gates at morning playtime right into the path of a vip edinburgh police car with high ranking chief constable i was taken by nurse to the royal sick kids hospital which is right next door to the school i was unconciouss for 30hrs not remembering my mother when i a woke and i beleaved the big boys battered me trying to chrissing me into the school by puttinf me head down the toilet but i wasent having it so i ran for the gates thinking my mum andmy wee sister anne who was a miracle baby in 6th may 1964 she was premacure of 16 weeks and was delivered by my daddy in the house she died 3 times before she got to hospital she was 1lb 2ozs and was in a incorbater that look like half oranges at the sides me and my big brother gavin was at the same school i started on the 12th april 1965 my sister anne was getting out of hospital 5 days before my road accident me and gavin got a half day of school to go and see my sister get out my mum and dad was there me and gavin my sister and all these reporters taken photos of us to tell the world our story of now a happy family that was short lived for me morning of the 19th may 1965 my brother brought me to school and took me to classroom and i would meet him at the gates to go home for my dinner but 1045am that was my road accident time i can go on and on of school 2 weeks kept in the classroom 2 weeks but the day i was let back onto the playground thats the day i lost it with in monrhs my behaviour was that bad i was classed out of control and a danger to others i was sent to a childrens hospital unit ladyfield west dumfries to be druged up straped to my bed or put in a padda room or shock treatment up at the main hospital then in the late 1968s am moved to a childrens home ran by police when i was abused of all kinds i would run away hide in huts or houses over the walls of the childrens home before long am helping myself to there food or money to buy my pals sweets or toys for them the drove the staf wild and pitty help what i got u was returned to ladyfield west nut house as they called it i was retuned a criminal at the age of 8 years old but in the medical eyes i was 6 years old so that was me for years to come i would find myself up in morningside areas as a police manside to me he watched me and i couldnt walk down that road with out trying or getting into a house i didnt no why or what at the time i no today it was always to do with some kind of fear present and past and what was in my head was every things free in morningside my crimes [ petty ] lost right from wrong from my road accident it was special schools for retarted corsbbiehall newton stewart wigtownshire from jan 1970 to dec 1971 sorry it was a pure school from hell every one was wonting to close it but it took the matrin to lose it with a boy for the police to close it but what help did i get the balgown list d school dundee the bad boys school it took my mum and dad 9 months to get me out of there by then i was red hot into crime drinking smoking and could fight for fun then the childrens paneal put me to howden hall assessment centre it was good at first i started to get schooling and gym and getting out i even got a place in a normal high school libertion high school on the gilmertion road edinburgh my mumused all her wages she worked for and rigged me out even the school badge of a tiger oh i was so proud of myself so was my mum into the school first day was good becouse it was all looking about the school find my way got gym my dinners there dinner tickets day 2 classroom the teacher having each of us reading out of a book it was all going well till it got to me i couldnt get 2 words together oh the hole class went into pure laughter i ran out the classroom and out of the room and ended up in morningside in a house hiding i was there 2 or 3 days before someone hered me they got the police and a dog i remember hiding i could here the caller telling the dog to do and go place but as they got nearer i could here the copper and his stutter i ened up bursting out laughing best cose of this he got the dog to grab my arm  i was taken to the cop shop then taken up to howdenhall assesment centre but this time was different there was a member of staff who was in charge of us a x army man he was a gym teacher always watching us every were we went even when we were having a shower or changing into our p js or put our cloths back on or at night he would watch you thourgh the windows in the corador you had a red night light on some said he played with him self out there but it would have been about a week were at the gym doing a work out as we did and murder ball at the end i loved playing that win or lose it was good but anyway mr davie row told me to put the mats and balls away in the mat room as i was doing this i heard the door slde closed next thing he had me in this hold turned me round still in this hold he had his hands down my shorts playing with my private parts one arm on this lock oh i tryed to get out of this but when i tryed there was pain he tryed for me to masterbate him but i couldnt do it he told me he could get me any thing i wonted he even get me out to go home this was our seacret not one would beleave me becouse i was a mental case a storie teller a no hoper and he was right he got me again in the changing room but the god send of it was mr sibbuld came in he was to do with the juniors he let me go i came out of there down the stairs into the sennors common room as they called and a metal chair right through the window and i was off and running for my mum and dads house hiding behind a bush on elensglen road watching the police gone by looking for me always remember what i was wearing plasic brown sandles a pair of shorts and a teashirt                      sorry cant do no more just now i will get back to this becouse am about 13 years oid and theres stiil years to come that ive been deprivde my right for help   
    April 14